I'll look into the sky when i wanna see you, listen to the waves when i wanna hear you.

I've really tried very very hard! Real hard to please each and everyone in my life. But everyone just couldn't get so happy. But if they really do love me, ain't me the one they want to see who's happy?! Why is it so hard to please. Why is it so hard to be good in everyone's eyes?! When i said that i'm not happy at all, who cares?!

&&~~I don't even know who is him now~~! THREE CHEEEEERS ;p
IS IT TRUE WHEN I SAID THAT I'M NOT SAD AT ALL?!

sighs..... I finally got to know who you are now. Not the ans that i wanted thou. Not the you that i wanted to know. Way too far from my dreams. I'd to believe. No matter what. Shouldn't treat you too good over the border line, that's what i need to do. I know i shouldn't feel sad. I really don't know how should i feel now. Deep down, i hope what i heard is not real. I hope that's not you. But its really time not to lie to myself anymore. Its time to accept the fact. Accept the fact that, that's not you. So pain, so unacceptable. I hope i don't have to live with these pains anymore.

Seriously, no one i can talk to anymore. Cos i don't know who's true and who's not. And i really hope that my kxg is true to me. Cos i'm so afraid to have a friend that's not true anymore. I once had so much, but i found them not reliable. That makes me feel so, don't-know-what-to-do! I need just one true friend will do :) But still the same sentence, once my gf, will always be my gf. No matter how shit am i to you :) its still the heart that counts :)

I just feel so tired living in this world. Sometimes, i just hope that i could be much more happier than now. I miss my past, but now, i hope my past doesn't have you. I hope i'll never grow up.

KAIXIN--♥

Growing one year older on every 14'OCT.
Have great families & friends around me.
Working very had to get everything perfect in my life.
Love me for who am i :D

&&I just want you to play apart in my life.

I still miss and love him like how i used to.
Imissyou :(

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Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up.

Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥

Update tomorrow ;p Imissyou again =((That someone can't even be there... I'm back from town and aunt's place =DD I'm watchi... I've got lots of things to do =((But i'm so lazy, ... ARGH!!!!I went online shopping, and my money FLEW ... I find no one to talk to.I find no shoulders to cr... I just want to wake up from my dream.Why is it so ... I WANT EVERY WEEK TO BE LIKE LAST WEEK!EVERYDAY PL... I've to let you go.I've got no choice.You're a gif... I've fall and i can't stand up anymore.I've broke ...