Saturday, April 18, 2009

I've fall and i can't stand up anymore.
I've broke down.
But i know i really really want to move on too!
I know you wouldn't be there for me anymore!

I always thought that i just wanted you to be part of my life.
But i guess, its just a habit thinking of you always.
Or maybe i just haven ask myself to let go totally.
Things come and go.
But i kept you to myself.
And i know its really time to let go.
I know and i admit, i dare to talk to someone else much more than i talk to you.
I dare to smile to someone else much more than i smile to you.
That makes myself look so fake, so uneasy ALWAYS!
I always want to be myself.
I don't like to be a fake person!
REALLY DON'T LIKE!
This make me realise that you ain't really the one.


I reallt felt very very miserable when i told myself its time to forget you.
I told everyone that you were my everything.
I told them, i'm going to wait no matter what happens.
I'm going to wait no matter how long it takes.
But i think what i told, is not going to be true anymore.
And i really really know when i told them those, i know it actually won't happen in my life before.

Now, i'm thinking which way to head to when i want to carry on with my life.
I felt so confused.
I don't know whether if i can.
But i know i'd to!
No matter what.
I'd to forget you!
I'm being forced to forget you.
Being forced by you!
Yes, you're cruel.
I don't mind anything anymore!

Or maybe, i should start to tell myself, when the phone rings, i CANNOT hope that its you anymore.
Everyone knows that i'm strong enough to overcome everything that i want to do.
But me myself don't know.
And i don't know how long do i have to take, just to let go.
Just to have a new start.

Be it just friends or less than that, you'd left me alone.
YOU'D LEFT ME ALL ALONE!
So i don't see there's a need to hold on anymore.

I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE!






KAIXIN--♥

Growing one year older on every 14'OCT.
Have great families & friends around me.
Working very had to get everything perfect in my life.
Love me for who am i :D


&&I just want you to play apart in my life.



I still miss and love him like how i used to.
Imissyou :(



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Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥



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