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Thursday, April 23, 2009
I find no one to talk to. I find no shoulders to cry on. I can't spilled my thoughts out. I don't even understand a bit of myself. I don't know who can i trust. I find myself hiding at home for days. Not knowing what to do. I kept everything to myself, just to make others happy. I hide myself to cry, just not to let others see how i broke down. I'm so afraid to lose you. Even as a friend. But the more i'm afraid, the more i'll lose you. I'm afraid of alot alot of things. But i don't know how to say it out. I keep on thinking. (don't know what am i thinking about) Be it day or night, alone or with others, quiet or noisy. Problems are all coming to me. Family, him, relatives, friends, sisters.......... I doubt i can take it all down. Too much till i don't even know how to describe. I know i'm nothing. But i just don't want others to see how i break down. The feeling is terrible. I hate this kind of feelings. I want it to go away =DD |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ I just want to wake up from my dream.Why is it so ... I WANT EVERY WEEK TO BE LIKE LAST WEEK!EVERYDAY PL... I've to let you go.I've got no choice.You're a gif... I've fall and i can't stand up anymore.I've broke ... okay. I'm here to update my blog using handphone. ... TAGSt Yy - Linked alr okays! Don't say i no heart ... I changed my blogsong alr lo. I don't have to lowe... Somebody told me, girl, its okay for you not to ha... I don't know what i'm busy with.But just feels so ... I just can't stop repeating those mistakes that i'... |