Wednesday, May 6, 2009
 Oh, so this is life. This is the type of life i called. Filled with so much of upset, so much of contradicting moments. I don't know why am i feeling this way. But i'm super sure that this is not what i want! KAIXIN'S not happy at all )): KXG, where are you?! Sighs...... Things which i'm thinking of now are, 1) Dad's worker was being send back to India yesterday or the day before yesterday. And he called dad at 11pm just now to say that he's safely back home. The reason being send back is because he was too old alr, and he always do wrong things although he's hardworking. I see alot of lazy workers stays in singapore. WTH! I'm not upset about anything! I just felt dont-know-how-to-say when i heard dad telling us, he don't even know how to listen to english. 2) I don't know why, i suddenly think of him again. But just for a short while. And i told myself, i've to go. I really have to go. I can't stay anymore! Really can't. Nothing of yours asked me to stay. But my heart just can't move on. I'm not happy again. 3) I don't want my days to be so busy. Although i'm not working, i don't know why am i still so busy. When i'm out, i din enjoy at all. I feel that my whole body is going to break into parts very very sooooon! Its aching all over )): And not forgetting, there's one thing which i should feel happy about is my brother bought me a new mini lappy ((: Yay-ness! Although i always says that he This friday, i'm going to Genting. Genting is really a very very boring place to go when going overseas. I hope i really do enjoy there and not to think about other things. Cos the last time when cousins and mum decided to bring me to Genting is when i was very very upset and crying non stop when someone left, at that time, i still got the other someone to comfort me. But i don't want it anymore. Cos i know alot of other things about him which i don't wish to mention out although i still misses him! And when i'm at genting, i shall get something back for KXG alrights! Shall stop all my craps here! Everyone must be feel like sleeping when reading! LOVEEEES! Labels: Lifetime commitment; Lifetime Soulmate )): |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ Oh i'm so bored! I went to meet KXG just now =DD K... I've really tried very very hard! Real hard to ple... Update tomorrow ;p Imissyou again =((That someone can't even be there... I'm back from town and aunt's place =DD I'm watchi... I've got lots of things to do =((But i'm so lazy, ... ARGH!!!!I went online shopping, and my money FLEW ... I find no one to talk to.I find no shoulders to cr... I just want to wake up from my dream.Why is it so ... I WANT EVERY WEEK TO BE LIKE LAST WEEK!EVERYDAY PL... |