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Friday, April 17, 2009
okay. I'm here to update my blog using handphone. Super slow please! Well, the reason that i'm back home so early is because some stupid things happened in my house! And i swear that my eyes is super swollen now! Lol. I don't know where to start from to vent my anger out! But nevermind, i guess everything will be okay soon. And i know my mouth is going to rot soon! Cos i won't be talking to those peoples in my house! I won't entertaint anyone's nonsense. Since whatever i do is also wrong, so just let it be. Talk less wrong less. Okays. So i'll only be talking to my blog. So if one day, you saw me walking on the road talking to myself, don't be too shock okay! Hee. I'm old enough to think for myself alr. And if its such a pain being your sister, den i rather not to be. Oh sorry, i don't need your this kind of care. DEFINITELY DON'T NEED IT! Whoever i'm hanging out with, i know who's good and who's bad. I don't need you to interfere who i'm with. And if being your sister can't have anyone of her own friends, THEN I DON'T WANT TO BE. Understand! I'd never see anyone have such a pain even in making her own friends before. Ask me don't go that place, okay lor. I don't go, since its just a period of time. Say you all don't like me to go to that particular place, okay i also din go. Say you all don't like me to hang out with that particular person, okay i don't hang out with. What's wrong with it? Anything more than now you all want? DID I EVER DO ALL THESE IN THE PAST? DO I LISTEN OR EVEN SACRIFICE MY FRIENDS JUST TO NOT LET YOU ALL TO BE SO WORRY ABOUT ME? I'M HERE TO SAY A BIG NO! I WON'T DO THAT BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY IN THE PAST. I'VE CHANGED. BE IT BETTER OR WORST, AT LEAST I DID MY BEST TO DO WHATEVER MY FAMILY WANTS, WANTING THEM NOT TO BE WORRY ABOUT ME. But everything i do, seems to be so wrong again. So, i'll choose to talk less, or even shut my big mouth up! To make you all happy, yes, my family. You all say what, i'd try my best to do. Have you all ever thought that more and more you all ask from? Can YOU all don't be too demanding? There's a limit to everything. If you all thinks that what i've tried my best to do is nothing at all, tell me then! I'll give up everything. I won't do any single thing. I'm not scared to let anyone to see what kind of life i'm having now. And i don't care its such a shame or what. Whatever you all want to think about me, den go ahead. But seriously, the life i'm having now is just so fuck up! Screw everything upside down please! Today is really a bad day for me. And i really hope that i can leave this house fast! Cos i don't want nonsense again. Troublesome nonsense! Too demanding but i swear that i'd tried my best. I don't dare to admit that i'm perfect, but at least i've tried my best before! I know it myself clearly! something bad happened to me again. I don't know who can i share with. But you're the one i think of again Just don't know where to start from. But, its you again i think of. I'm sorry. I guess, i've disturb you once again. |
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