下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
Oh, i'm so not okay please! I never thought that you would be lost even in my heart and brain. I'm so afraid that i might look back again! Indeed, i looked back. But no worries! You're someone whom i don't need anymore! You aren't the one whom i always want for anymore! But i don't deny that you're still so important to me ;p Imy and ily ^^

Letting you go is always a painful decision to be made. But i've got no other ways to go. I'm only left with this particular one! You're always way too far for me to reached. And i'm tired enough alr. I don't want to try my best anymore. Cos everything seems to be so meaningless, and i seems to be lost, i don't know which way to head to anymore. Since you're so unwilling to let me be your everything, i rather not have your alittle bit of your love. Cos your love will never be enough. So does your care and concern.

Letting you go, doesn't means anything. Doesn't mean that i'm moving on. I don't know what i want, don't know what i can do. But i'll just leave you alone. I hope I won't bother you anymore!

I cried to sleep yesterday night. Thinking of how unimportant am i. And alot of things too. But i know i'm going to be okay sooon. Girlfriends told me "Girl, i know you're strong enough to overcome everything. Don't think too much." Okays, then i shall show them that i can! Nothing will never be solved. I believe girlfriends will see my real smiles soon!

Yesterday night, i decided to go to bed while waiting for Jenski to call me =DD He damn small gas please! LOL! And WeiXiang applied leave and booked out yesterday night le lo. And he book out din msg me alr, IDIOT! So bored!

Actually i'm going to WM with Eunice Sissy later on. But i think its cancelled =DD
I'm going to play mahjong tomorrow before going out to shop with Phelia! Kays, i think i should enjoy myself. And i hope i will enjoy myself please! LOL ;p Then to BBQ with tomatocherrie, but maybe only! And saturday, shall meet up with LESSY in the morning. Then going to CSC for Kailin's birthday celebration! I think i'll not have time to sleep -.- Cos i have to wake up at 5 in the morning to go to the cemetry to pray my grandfather. And i think i'll be reaching home at 5 if i'm going out after that -.- Actually i don't want to go de lor! But i miss my grandfather alot alot alot! So i shall make an effort to go right. Then, i think i'll waste my sunday sleeping at home again!!!!!!!!! LOVEEEEEEES!

I shall be back to update my blog next week or so. And DAD is on leave whole of this week but not in singapore this few days =(( I will miss him de okays. Cos when he's not at home, nobody is buying breakfast for me ;p HAHAHAHAh =XxX
Actually wanted to go over BBDC to convert my driving account de. But always say liao lazy to do. So, decided not to go out today. Only later accompany my mum go ShengSiong =DD Will convert my account ASAP =XxX I musn't be lazy alr kays!

Labels: Its time to wake up; don't fall anymore deeper =((