I close myself inside my room after i woke up. Thinking about alot alot alot of things. I think its time for me to wake up, but i don't know how to! I know i'm alr halfway through but i don't know why, i look back again. I feel so terrible whenever i think of all these things. Its really time for me to change back to my old self. Or i'm thinking, its just too meaningless for me to live in this world alr. I might not show everything out, but in fact, i've got lots to say! Really lots! Just that i don't even know how to put those words into beautiful sentences.

I really don't see why i need you. And i really don't understand why your love, care and concern means so much to me. And lastly, i really really don't understand why i love you so much.

Peoples only come to me when they need my advices, need my listening ear. I always tell them. Life's too short to regret, you can only cherish your loves ones now. Its better then looking back and thinking about the past. But i don't know why i can give others advices and not myself. Perhaps, speaking loudly is really easier then doing it. Its always so hard. And i really can't find ways to get myself smile truly like the past anymore.

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