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Thursday, March 5, 2009
Woke up at 9plus today. And i'm going to prepare and go out soon =DD Update tonight cos i don't know what to update now. To the one i love. Everything seems to be different. And i guess, what i thought on the day i recieve your msg was very wrong. No worries, i've never thought that you'll love me before!!! But you wouldn't know what am i thinking about. I don't know why, everytime i want to do a thing, something stop me. I felt very uncomfortable. So fustrated! I never thought that i would come to this day in my life. I won't want to msg you again. Because i don't want to disturb you. You told me that i'm not. But i seems to be. Thanks for being ther always whenever i need you, its just that i would always hesitate to do so. The problem lies on me. Everything that happened to myself, its all my fault. I know you'll never feel unhappy, no matter its the past, present or future. Everything that concerns me doesn't concerns you at all. I don't know why, i always smile to my phone or even myself whenever i recieve your msg. Weird uhhs. But to me, its a happy thing to be said ;p I know you'll stay happy always, so i don't have to hope that you will =DD I'll still always be ther for you no matter what happens ;p I'm back =DD From girl's place. Morning went facial with her at Woodlands. Before that, we went over to Macdonalds to eat, and we've got a long chat ther. About alot alot of things. Only she knows. After that, went over to find yvonne. We saw a girl get caught. Cos she steal things. Then we went to take bus 963 back home! Reach her place, we chit-chat and do alot of things, till her dad is back, we walked over to plaza to have our dinner. And after that, walk to her home lor =DD 11plus, left her place and slowly stroll home. Cos i told her, i want to take my own sweet time to walk home, cos i've got alot of things to think about. And same thing, cos the feeling had never go away from me before =(( Loving someone might be easy, but its difficult for him to love you back. I told her, after much thoughts, i still decide to wait for the one i truly love, rather den staying with the one who loves me more den i love him. Ther's always so much i would like to say to you, but i always don't know how to. Words left unspoken. |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ I never had a good rest from wednesday till now, a... I woke up early again today =DD I slept at 4plus y... I though i might be able to forget you as time pas... Actually i'm meeting Kailin, for our pure chocolat... I feel so damn bloody pek chek now! I want to slee... I can't get to sleep =((You don't even know i stil... Yo! I'm back! I'm tired! Cos the day before yester... I can't see the thing that i'm suppose to be happy... I'm done with my plurk but i've forgotten how to u... Girl says that i'm selfish cos i put one post for ... |