|
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
I though i might be able to forget you as time pass, but i guess i was so wrong. And everything's just too late to say alr. I might be still missing you everyday, or every moment. But i know you wouldn't be mine. I promised myself, yesterday night would be the last night that i would have teared for you. I don't know i can do it or not, but i'll try my best to. I might be too stupid. But if only everything could goes by the way i want. If only, i could tell everybody that you're mine. If only..... Everythings came to my mind so automatically and i just don't know why. And the feeling isn't great at all. I might not get use to not missing you. But all i could do is just do nothing. Though you're the one that i wanted most in my this whole lifetime, but i know everything is just too late to say. How i wish time could be rewind. But i know it'll never! You'll never get to know how much i got scolded just because i leave him because of you. You'll never know the feeling. sighs........ You'll never know how i feel, never know the pain in me =(( I really miss you! Yesterday was on the line with girl. Many thoughts of mine came out. She told me that she understands. I feel so terrible. I love him like i've never love others before! OMG =(( But still, thanks for being for me ther always. I love you. Don't doubt okays! I'm here for you like how you would be ther for me always okays! Jiayou and lastlong with Ivansim =DD You'll have my support all the way no matter what others says alright! Heh heh ;p And most probably i'll be going out with her later. I might not show out how much i care at times, but she knows what i'm thinking de kays. hahahahah! I'm going to prepare and going girl's place alr. I'll continue later when i'm back =DD I went over to girl's place, den we went Jurongeast tgt, then to fajar =DD Just came back and i online alr. So boreddddd. |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ Actually i'm meeting Kailin, for our pure chocolat... I feel so damn bloody pek chek now! I want to slee... I can't get to sleep =((You don't even know i stil... Yo! I'm back! I'm tired! Cos the day before yester... I can't see the thing that i'm suppose to be happy... I'm done with my plurk but i've forgotten how to u... Girl says that i'm selfish cos i put one post for ... I'm SORRY! Feel so uneasy to see my blogskin in white colour.... Hohoho; |