I'll look into the sky when i wanna see you, listen to the waves when i wanna hear you.

Its 317AM now, and i don't know why i'm still sitting infront of my computer! OMG! I just can't get to sleep luhs! ~~And i'm thinking is he angry or not~~. Whatever it is, i think it doesn't matter to me anymore! Heh heh ;p Tomorrow i'll have to wake up early, i don't know how am i going to wake up early. I only know its a must. Cos i need a long time prepare! And i'm meeting mygirl around 2plus -_-" But i don't know why my eyes isn't tired at all! LOL ;p Yes yes yes! I've tolerate to stay at home for so longggg! OMG! Finally i'm pulling myself out of my house tomorrow. But i think after tomorrow, i'll be stuck at home again! I need a job, i need money! I need to wake myself up, ask myself not to be sucha lazy anymore! HAHAHAHAH ;p

I'm sorry! I can't help but..... Sighs, i don't even know how to explain it myself. I didn't mean to give you attitude and i'm sorry! I know everything was never right before. I knew it before we contacted back. I knew everything wasn't right at all! But i still insist of doing it. I've regretted and i'm thinking of what have i done after everything was over. Afterall, i still left you. I still let you go. Yet my mind was thinking of you all day long. Today, is the very day i'm waiting for. Yet, i've spoiled everything using my own hands! How silly am i but everything was just too late to be mended. I will never be the girl you wanted all along. I will never be the one! I've never thought that these things would happen! I'm sorry! I know you can find a better one. I admit i'm wrong, but i know it doesn't matter anymore!

I treared behind you but you don't know. But it doesn't matter anymore. Because its all over. And things will never be back to normal or like how i wanted it to be anymore! I've sent you a msg to apologise. Don't know you'll accept or not. But still, be it friends or enemy, i'll still always be there for you always =DD

Things wouldn't go that smooth as i thought. When it goes the way i want. I actually think of somethings very wrong. Yet, nothing could be think of at that very moment. And today will be the very last day! I'll miss you no more!

KAIXIN--♥

Growing one year older on every 14'OCT.
Have great families & friends around me.
Working very had to get everything perfect in my life.
Love me for who am i :D

&&I just want you to play apart in my life.

I still miss and love him like how i used to.
Imissyou :(

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