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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Nowadays not so busy at work. But something's bothering me :( so my time passes super slowly. Today, early in the morning, I saw something so heart breaking. This is the feeling I always feel. I'm so mentally prepared! But still so not use to it :( I'm definitely afraid to lose him, even as a friend. These feelings stays with me for many years alr :( I'd never feel good before. Worst when I get to see him :( I've quit school alr. Okay, I must pass my driving within this few months :) and I hope dad will buy me my fav car next year for my birthday :x am I dreaming? I hope I'm not ;p den I'll drive my fav car where ever I wanna go ;p no need to think of no cab, no bus ;p Okay, anyway, my heart really sink this time :( I'll learn to let everything go. But I can't deny that I'll still miss him :( iloveyou, but goodbye, mylove. |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ I miss my ex boyf! Hais :( after so many years, I ... After so long, why am I still feeling the same? Fe... I guess i've really not gotten over you. I don't k... I spend my birthday so meaningless-ly -.- sianns! ... Sibehhhh bored sia!At work now but no electricity ... Just because I wanna hide everything.In the end, I... My 21st birthday wish will be all about you. Just came back from teck whye temple. &&i saw some... I'm getting ready to forget the craziness I once h... I'm here for a short update before I go to bed :) ... |