|
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Just came back from wm with my aunt :) went for a lil shopping :) sighs..... Tmr I'm going back to work le, a thousand, a millions of "bu yuan Yi" :((( but still have to. I can get to see someone, which is something I should be happy about. But, after this two days, I realise that I can get use to life without wanting to see him. I miss him thou :(((( at times, I felt so lost. I always scold myself, why do I actually fall for him? Someone who'll nvr be mine :( I always believe in getting something back, something which I always wanted is his love, but that'll nvr be that something. Or maybe his smile is all I need. His support is everything. But these doesn't seems to be there too :( I really hope to have him, hiding all the facts and all the edvidence that he have "her". All my thinking, yet I always hope that it wasn't true. Tmr gg back to work, should I be happy or not? Me, myself don't even know. I always think of him every day and night, and I'd nvr thought of letting go of any of my thoughts before. But now, I think it's really time to think about something which will lead me to somewhere, which I won't fall hard. |
KAIXIN--♥ Have great families & friends around me. Working very had to get everything perfect in my life. Love me for who am i :D &&I just want you to play apart in my life. Imissyou :( cbox Pls let me know if i've forgotten to link you up. Teresa.♥ Phelia.♥ Xiuwen.♥ Stephy.♥ Kailin.♥ Winnie.♥ Yesterday was celebrating my 2nd aunts birthday ((... I want you :((((( When can I accept the fact that the world wouldn't... I hate one sided love. SUPER HATE :(((((((( Actually I thought of staying till 7 because it's ... If time stop, I will find a way to look for you no... Today work isn't smooth at all. So many misunderst... Meaningless. I'm so tired of my life :( I'm missing him so much :( |